Nobody showed up for the bubble party 😦
I mean, we still had fun, especially Whimzy. We even made it to the church festival before the rain hit. Whimzy won a goldfish, which she named “Goldfish”. He is in a tank and hasn’t died yet. Then, we went and got ice cream, which I didn’t eat because I had cheese fries at the festival.
Whimzy had a great day, which is good. I wouldn’t have cancelled it, even knowing nobody was coming, because she had a good time.
I was a bit disappointed after the bubble party, though, and it kind of sent me into a little bit of a sad mood, then being at my old church sort of made me a little more sad. Not to mention a guilt trip I was given when I saw somebody and they realized that I hadn’t baptized my daughter.
I don’t really plan on going back to church, but the ritual is comforting. It hardly EVER changes.
I’m feeling a bit better today. A lot is changing in the next few weeks, so I need to focus on that stuff.
I’m also not giving up. I will be continuing my Epic Summer Events. I get my whole work schedule tomorrow, and will be planning something for next weekend. Beach picnic? Actually, I think I am going to go set it up now…