Couple things that I have been thinking about lately. They are things that eat away with me until I get them out, so here I go, getting them out!
My mom. Whimzy and I visited her yesterday and have plans to go again tomorrow. She has been depressed and not eating, so she has lost some weight. I just wish I could show my husband and daughter the Patti that I grew up with. I wish they could see most of the people that I grew up with. It makes me sad. I am grateful for my family and I love my life, I just miss my mom.
Depression is not like the flu. I just can’t “get over” it. Also, two weeks of feeling well does not mean I am all better. It is an amazing step forward, and I need to remember how great it felt, but it is not over. On the other hand, just because I feel bad right now doesn’t mean that I will feel this way forever. There are ups and downs, but I need to ride out the downs and remember the ups.
Ah, well, maybe I’ll feel better now. I really just want noodles, a bunch of pillows, fuzzy blankets, and some blankets. See you guys when some more inspiration inspires me.