What Is The Point?

I’m sober, but there is a bottle of tequila on my counter that could change that.

If everybody already thinks I am drunk, why not be?

I am just so confused and sad.  I don’t know where to go or who to talk to.I have a friend on my couch to make sure I don’t do something stupid.  I honestly just am struggling not to give up on everything right now.  I am struggling to live.  I am struggling to want to breathe.

I am going to curl up on my couch and wait for sunshine, because there is absolutely nothing else can do.  Just wait for there to be some brightness in the dark.

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One thought on “What Is The Point?

  1. I hope the sunshine comes soon. I’m not going to offer empty platitudes or suggestions to make things better. That would be an insult.

    And not everyone thinks you’re a drunk. I hope that’s not an empty platitude or worthless suggestion. I hope it’s a very small, faint ray of sunshine.

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