Less therapy lately, so I have been trying to make it up with DBT self-work, journaling, and introspection. It means that I am cutting myself more slack and letting me work on me. I have a lot of cracks left, more than a couple psychological diagnoses, and ongoing issues with self-esteem. Not to mention that I have been trying to lose weight….
Unfortunately, this all means that my social life has taken a back seat to everything. Hell, even my reading has suffered. It sucks because I feel like I am failing at another aspect of my life. I am learning to balance things, and not overwhelm me.
Someday, maybe, I will figure this out. Until then, I need to see my friends soon. I am going through withdrawal of silliness, love, and wonderfulness that I get from my friends. No matter what, I love my friends, even when I am afraid of the world. I wouldn’t mind if I could fit most of my besties in my hidey hole with me.
Think I need to make some phone calls tomorrow.