All This Energy and Nothing I Can Do

Before I broke my leg, I thought that it was difficult to get up and get going.  My mental issues made it feel like swimming through sludge to get anything done.

Now, with a physical issue piled on top of the mental stuff, things seem downright impossible.  I actually felt motivated for a bit earlier.  The problem is that doing anything right now is super awkward.  I did manage to clean out the hamster, dust our entertainment center, and print out some freezer meal recipes.  I wanted to do more, though, and it feels like such a waste of motivation.

I have to admit, though, that with the expectations of housework off of my plate, my anxiety is a lot more controlled.  I hope that I can keep this going for when I can walk again.

I am trying to figure out what to do with this energy that I have.  Maybe I’ll work my arms out a bit.  Build up my guns. Pow, Pow!

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