Stuck

I need to buck up.  I feel stuck in a place that isn’t allowing a whole lot of hope.  I want to wake up one day and not feel the crushing burden of depression and anxiety.

Here’s the thing:  This has to be something self inflicted.  I’m on meds and I have plenty of tools to use to get me out of this place.  It is like I have all the parts to a ladder while I am at the bottom of a pit, but I am too exhausted to put it together.

So, tonight, I am going to do everything I can to get out of this stupid pit.

I don’t know what exactly that is, though….

Anybody have any ideas?  I’m open to anything at this point.