I spent yesterday with Ty at a mall buying a Little Mermaid outfit and some geek tshirts. It was a lot of peopling, but I managed to get through it and enjoy my day. We were kidless and got to stroll without complaints of boredom every 5 minutes. It was amazing. Then, we won $200 on pull tabs at the MIL’s. So, we went shopping more. lol
Then today, we had to go to the laundromat. I honestly considered going nudist for a second as I dripped sweat in the un-air-conditioned laundromat.
I’m sore, but I now have an awesome Little Mermaid purse and a bunch of Torrid shirts. Heck yes!
Now I am stuck making dinner and folding clothes. What a down spiral.
And part of being back to adulting is working on therapy homework. It actually challenges me. This is the first time I’ve ever really been tested by therapy. Normally I rock at therapy and suck at life. Lately, though, it has been the opposite. I’m not bad at therapy now, but I am not a shining star like I normally am. And I have been rocking at life. Even though my motivation is low, I have a basic plan set for Whimzy for summer, I’ve been working out, I’ve been sober, and I’m learning to love myself for who I am not who I am supposed to be. It is amazing to feel this way.